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I feel kindof silly, writing in this again. but I stayed home today from school.
I've been confused about so much latley. or should i say, in the past week or two.
I'm obviously not going out with chris anymore.
I just really hate when people come up to me in school and give me sympathy over it,
it just makes everything worse.
School is annoying, and I've been wanting to swim and play tennis alot lately.
I want to thank all my friends though, for being there for me completly.
It's incredible how much support i have been getting, and how many people really do
care about me. Everything's different now though. I mean, i dont know.
I feel like alot of stuff was my fault, and I could have changed.
But what's done is done, and I can't change my mistakes, rather anything at all.
I did learn alot from this relationship. Chris was the first guy I have ever loved.
I truly believe I will always love him, even if I do end up going out with some other person
or hooking up with some random kid. I know I will always love him.
and just knowing that, it's the hardest part of it all.
I've been confused about so much latley. or should i say, in the past week or two.
I'm obviously not going out with chris anymore.
I just really hate when people come up to me in school and give me sympathy over it,
it just makes everything worse.
School is annoying, and I've been wanting to swim and play tennis alot lately.
I want to thank all my friends though, for being there for me completly.
It's incredible how much support i have been getting, and how many people really do
care about me. Everything's different now though. I mean, i dont know.
I feel like alot of stuff was my fault, and I could have changed.
But what's done is done, and I can't change my mistakes, rather anything at all.
I did learn alot from this relationship. Chris was the first guy I have ever loved.
I truly believe I will always love him, even if I do end up going out with some other person
or hooking up with some random kid. I know I will always love him.
and just knowing that, it's the hardest part of it all.