New Begginings
I used to have one of these stupid things
but then i deleted it because it got totally boring.
Now since i have a myspace&all, i decided that maybe getting one of these
would be convienant too.
I don't think it's neccesary to really read WHY i decided to get a livejournal.
Moreover how i feel is whats the most important.
Besides what else are live journals for?
So today's New Year's Eve.
I'm supposed to be all happy&glad, but really I'm not.
A new year doesn't really mean anything to me
It's just an exuse for people ,like myself, to make 'promises'
or 'resolutions' which in the end, only lasts for a week or two.
Generally my resolution was going to be to quit smoking,
but everyone includeing me knows i'm not going to stick to that.
New year's is also an exuse to get wasted.
What's the point of that anyway?
Creating a day to get trashed... I do that almost every weekend, so coming from my
point of view, it's getting a little old.
I'm sick of drinking.
It's so stupid.
I mean hellyeah it's fun for about a couple hours,
but how about when you wake up the next morning?
Or when you go home at night feeling like shit after the 'drunken' feeling goes away.
It's not even worth it to me anymore.
I remember my aunt telling me last year to enjoy being young and not to grow up too fast
That's what she did& said it wasn't the right descion of her to make.
I wish i listened to her.
I wish i saved some of my drunken nights for when i got a little older, maybe even a little
responsibler.
Lately i've been wishing to be a little kid again.
I don't know what's going on with me, but I have to change my ways some how.
Besides me bitching on about my life/thoughts, i hope everyone has a good new year.
I've got to go shower, for i have some fun plans tonight.
While all you children are chugging down your Jack Daniel's and Coors Light
I'll be sipping my Apple Cider, with my Family& Best friend in the whole world.
Until next Time<3-Stephanie
but then i deleted it because it got totally boring.
Now since i have a myspace&all, i decided that maybe getting one of these
would be convienant too.
I don't think it's neccesary to really read WHY i decided to get a livejournal.
Moreover how i feel is whats the most important.
Besides what else are live journals for?
So today's New Year's Eve.
I'm supposed to be all happy&glad, but really I'm not.
A new year doesn't really mean anything to me
It's just an exuse for people ,like myself, to make 'promises'
or 'resolutions' which in the end, only lasts for a week or two.
Generally my resolution was going to be to quit smoking,
but everyone includeing me knows i'm not going to stick to that.
New year's is also an exuse to get wasted.
What's the point of that anyway?
Creating a day to get trashed... I do that almost every weekend, so coming from my
point of view, it's getting a little old.
I'm sick of drinking.
It's so stupid.
I mean hellyeah it's fun for about a couple hours,
but how about when you wake up the next morning?
Or when you go home at night feeling like shit after the 'drunken' feeling goes away.
It's not even worth it to me anymore.
I remember my aunt telling me last year to enjoy being young and not to grow up too fast
That's what she did& said it wasn't the right descion of her to make.
I wish i listened to her.
I wish i saved some of my drunken nights for when i got a little older, maybe even a little
responsibler.
Lately i've been wishing to be a little kid again.
I don't know what's going on with me, but I have to change my ways some how.
Besides me bitching on about my life/thoughts, i hope everyone has a good new year.
I've got to go shower, for i have some fun plans tonight.
While all you children are chugging down your Jack Daniel's and Coors Light
I'll be sipping my Apple Cider, with my Family& Best friend in the whole world.
Until next Time<3-Stephanie