Rent clock

Nov 15, 2005 06:19

Starts ticking today. All three of my house mates are sleeping soundly. I am, obviously, awake. It is just starting to get light on another beautiful California day. The traffic and smog out here are amazing but so is the weather.
Have not seen much of Tim the last 10 days or so but no problems... we are both just super busy. He is deep into the final stages of his Master's project and I am spending most of my time studying or working. The job was supposed to be 15-20 hours a week. It is turning out to be more like 25-30 and could be full time, I am sure, if I wanted it to be. Mrs. H being very sweet to me lately. She met one on one with me Sunday and said she hopes I like it at Allianz. Can you imagine if you worked in retail or at a fast food place your manager asking you that? Mrs H is making a lot of adjustments to my work schedule to make sure my grades stay up. That's a double edged sword because it means I work a lot on weekends but do get the library time I need during the week. So far, it seems to be working. My grades are still all A's and the fat paychecks sure are nice. It is just very, very hectic and afternoons like yesterday are rare.

The house mate deal is working out well too. No conflicts with any of us so far. Suzanne, Rosie and Tara are just as busy as I am. Suzanne and Rosie have boyfriends so they spend a lot of time with them. The subject of overnight guests here has not come up yet, we will deal with that if and when it happens. Academics is a real grind for Tara. It does not come as easily to her as it does to me. She spends a lot of time at the library. Her grades are mostly B's. It makes me realize just how lucky I am to have the brain I do. I guess it all evens out. Tara is beautiful and looks like a model on a porn site but struggles with the books. I look like a model on a Bill Gates website but don't have any trouble with my studies.
I have not seen Tara (maybe) masturbate since that first time. Either she doesn't do it very often or decided not to do it while I am in the room or maybe she wasn't masturbating in the first place. It isn't the sort of thing I can ask her about. What she does do that really leaves me floundering as to how to react (if any reaction at all is called for)is continue to walk around in our room like it is a locker room. In the morning she walks into the room after her shower nude and chats with me while she gets dressed. She sleeps in only a big T-shirt, no panties, and I have been in the room twice when she went to bed. Both times she stripped right down to bare skin without a second thought and put the T-shirt on. The lesbian side of me is very aroused at that so I want to see more...but if I do, she may become uncomfortable and I have to live with her. Sigh.

The four of us decided we need to socialize together on a girls night out at least once every 2 weeks. Our next one is this Friday. It will actually be a girls night in, we are ordering pizza and Suzanne is getting some wine.

30 minutes is my allotted time for lj this morning. I have a 7:30 bus and need to get moving.
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