Sep 27, 2006 16:05
Trust in Him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Selah.
That is Psalm 62:8...and also my life verse. I have been using this verse to remind myself that I cant get through anything on my own. I need that refuge...I need my God for everything. College itself has been a real experience...I am either crying because I want to come home..or just because of other things going on in my life. But I have been going to the Lord in prayer and I have seen my prayers answered...not always in the way that I wanted it to be but its not what I want. This last weekend has been one of the hardest...it started out great and ended in heartbreak. I have really been struggling this week with bringing it all to God...and I thought maybe someone else out there might be having the same problem so hopefully this will help you too. I mean my heart is still hurting but I find comfort in knowing that this is all in Gods plan for my life. I am still praying for guidance, comfort, and wisdom with the situation and I have been recieving answers because God is amazing and always faithful. Also I have learned to love someone with everything inside of me, and to use that love, not to hide those things that they do to hurt me, but to forgive completly. but was also reminded of what it feels like to have all of that taken away from me once again. only this time I am dealing with it the right way...not by praying for it to come back to me but praying for comfort and the Lords will on the situation. And so far the Lord has shown me that disliking the person isnt the answer..but to be patient and love and continuously pray for that person because thats what God would have me to do. I just wanted to share that with you all, hopefully you can get something from it! I love you!! remember to smile!