my life is over
sooo friday went into the city again at alvin ailey for rehersal...that was blah and tiring. jason came :) yesterday was costume fitting...then sarah and chrissy told me taht i didnt have to go to dance?! that made me soooo happy :D so me n meg went to jaimies house...mike and ralphy were there and they're the biggest weirdos..they painted sideburns and beards on their faces lol...so yea we went to the mall...we shopped yay finallyyyy. we were going to see spongebob but the line was soooooooooo long. i saw brooke from dance express. anyways so her parents went to see a movie so we had to stay at the mall...kept seeing all these cute kids hahah...we decided to sit on a random bench....and these 2 boys came up to us and we started talking....jim and dave. wow daves really hotttt haha he has nice teeth and clothes. anyways maybe we'll meet up with them again they have our number :)
today fucking sucked...after ballet nancinator wanted us to run snow for crackernut...so we all put our pointe shoes on w/o warming up and in the middle of the dance after jen n lael's duet while i was doing my second tor jete my ankle gave out and hurt like fuck. so im iced it for a few hours...lauren cissy had to carry me all over the place thanks friend :) my mom came and we went to the emergency room...after a million hours waiting, crying my flipping eyes out and getting x-rays the doc said its only a sprain (which i knew it was) so i cant dance for 2 weeks and im on crutches. nice that we have a performance this saturday and then nutcracker is in 2 weeks...i let everyone down i hate myself. i feel like my career is over...im so depressed and in so much pain...its so hard to do anything in my house. i want to dieeeee ughhh asdfasdfasdf
today fucking sucked...after ballet nancinator wanted us to run snow for crackernut...so we all put our pointe shoes on w/o warming up and in the middle of the dance after jen n lael's duet while i was doing my second tor jete my ankle gave out and hurt like fuck. so im iced it for a few hours...lauren cissy had to carry me all over the place thanks friend :) my mom came and we went to the emergency room...after a million hours waiting, crying my flipping eyes out and getting x-rays the doc said its only a sprain (which i knew it was) so i cant dance for 2 weeks and im on crutches. nice that we have a performance this saturday and then nutcracker is in 2 weeks...i let everyone down i hate myself. i feel like my career is over...im so depressed and in so much pain...its so hard to do anything in my house. i want to dieeeee ughhh asdfasdfasdf