"...I would've Loved to be with you."
I would've loved to be with you too.
I finally have time to just sit & write. Right now I'm getting ready to move for the 4th time since I've moved out of my parents house. That was only 5 months ago.
I feel like a little squirrel that was just chillen in the road & suddenly a car comes zooming by.. (a white '94 honda accord to be more correct) but anyway, then it runs over me... but I dont just get squished(sp?) My little squirrel body gets stuck to the tire & is dragged & spun all over the road only to eventually fly off & into a nearby tree.. Basically.. I'm tired & I feel like I've been through too much.
Speaking of roadkill!! Me, John & Aaron R found a dead possum (I know its spelled opossum, but i dont want to spell it that way.) but anyway, so we're all drunk & john picks it up & we ran into his house w/ it.
Anyways.. back on subject.
I just wish it hadn't come to this. It still confuses me.. How can you love someone & care about someone so much & not care to be w/ them.. Why do things get so screwed up. I'm trying so hard to understand but I just can't.
I'm done.
I finally have time to just sit & write. Right now I'm getting ready to move for the 4th time since I've moved out of my parents house. That was only 5 months ago.
I feel like a little squirrel that was just chillen in the road & suddenly a car comes zooming by.. (a white '94 honda accord to be more correct) but anyway, then it runs over me... but I dont just get squished(sp?) My little squirrel body gets stuck to the tire & is dragged & spun all over the road only to eventually fly off & into a nearby tree.. Basically.. I'm tired & I feel like I've been through too much.
Speaking of roadkill!! Me, John & Aaron R found a dead possum (I know its spelled opossum, but i dont want to spell it that way.) but anyway, so we're all drunk & john picks it up & we ran into his house w/ it.
Anyways.. back on subject.
I just wish it hadn't come to this. It still confuses me.. How can you love someone & care about someone so much & not care to be w/ them.. Why do things get so screwed up. I'm trying so hard to understand but I just can't.
I'm done.