rambling...

[stefanee]

someone asked me today why i was with david. there's a number of reasons why and i think i'm the only one who would understand, besides marlana ofcourse. i don't usually talk about these kinds of things in here because i know none of you want to hear about it but i have no one to talk to right now. and i need to get this off my chest. david is a caring boyfriend. i know this because i've seen it. several people have, and others may have only seen the bad side of him. and alot of people don't like me being with him because that's the only side they've seen. i've seen a whole diff. side. the sweet, affectionate, and caring side. i know me and him haven't been getting a long lately because i don't like his so called "best friend" kissing him on the cheeck and things along those lines but that's just because i don't want to have to share my boyfriend. i want him to be mine and mine only. and what's funny is after i told him i didn't like her for the 2nd time he stopped going and talking to her. or atleast from what i've seen. also, we haven't spent any time together at all in about 2 weeks. we got so used to seeing each other everyday because we live so close, and i've been so busy lately i haven't been able to and that's also aggervating him. i thought time apart would be okay, but he told me he went crazy. i was surprised. i love the kid as a best friend/boyfriend. he's been my best friend for about a year now and i think that's why we understand each other so well. i don't know where i'm getting at with this..like i said i don't do this much..i just had to let it all out. i want me and david to be together for a long time, and i would do anything for him. he takes my breath away.

david.thorton.herring
..you always find the words to say
to keep me right here waiting...
7*8*05
♥