I'm so pissed off, 2 of my kids' fav books are gone, just gone. I read them those books every evening, before they go to bed, and when I was gonna do this tonight, I found out they are so gone. I'm sure the kids didn't hide them, coz they were really dissapointed. I'm gonna buy them again tomorrow.
I have all these spots on my face, they look awful. I don't believe all these Dior creams will take them of. Maybe I need a cocmetician. It's annoying, coz I don't sunbath and I never took birth control pills (coz of the heart and blood problems I have), so I guess it's an age thing or something hormonal or coz of the fertility treatments or medicition I used to take as a child. At first they looked cute and unique, now they look ugly. Zits come and go, these spots won't, for sure. Maybe I can make them brighten them a bit, but they are here to stay. Scars are more pretty, I like the scars (well they are not on the face though, still I like them), but those are not. Scars tell you allot about yourself, your past, those spots tells you just tell you about your future: you are gonna be dead soon.
Last night's "Snowshow" was really nice. The visual effect were amazing, snow on the audience, beautiful stage, the crowd didn't wanna leave. We did, coz I was dead tired and with the period. 3 girls that were sitting in front of us forgot to take their pills or something, coz they were going insane with enthusiasm. The craziest Placebo fans in London didn't act the way they did, they were laughing and clapping at everything, all the time. They were pretty ugly, dressed like sluts, but their faces were geeky, I thought: "they probably came to get laid or something, seems like they are seeking for attention with their laughter and yelling".
Speaking of Placebo, it's so weird, maybe even stupid, but ever since I've been in the Placebo gig, last year, whenever I got to the theater, I imagin (and hope) Placebo will show up on stage. The curtain will open, and instead of actors, I will see Brian Molko again, and I think it will be the most wonderful thing in the world that can happen to me.
Some photos:
Got new icons lol.