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Mar 16, 2005 07:41

Another Placebo dream, less weird, more annoying. Placebo were comming to Greece, and I couldn't come, coz I was ill. I was really pissed off, as there was a bus that was supossed to pick up fans from Israel to the gig. I stayed home and listened to the gig on the radio. Brian spoke some Hebrew there. He spoke to the crowd all the time, and he sounded really nice. That made me more upset I couldn't be there. Then I got to see them with a vid cam. Brian wore a black suit and had the BMM cut, Stef wore that black prom dress (the one where he stands with Brian and Steve, that dark photo). He looked so good, and that made me triple sad I couldn't be there. But I said to myself: "if Brian speaks Hebrew there, there's a chance they will be comming to play here next time they tour, so maybe it will turn out ok."
Then I was at the doctor's clinic, comming for a check up. He aked me when I'm due, and I said: "ah?" and he told me I'm 33 weeks pregnant and that baby's in danger, so he will give me an injection now, I will go into labor then they will take the baby out. I told him: "you know something? I'm not ready for another child, I want an abortion." And he said: "fine, I'm gonna give you the shot now and we are gonna kill it". I was happy about it. Just like I was 11 years ago.
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