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omg i don't know what to do about all of this. im totally head over heels sensibly in love with this boy. it is not even in the least bit irrtating. like its not fixation its LOVE. its scarry but im not upset. the only thing that gets me is i think he knows. ha ha. how bad is that. i can't mess up our friendship for love. its simple and sooo complex. i mean well you know what i mean.
everything he does is amazing in my eyes. even when hes being a total ass i see it and i laugh cuz hes really an awsome person. maybe im seeing it through censored eyes but gee golly wizz is he awsome.
the things that would normally make me turn away from a guy and never talk to him again...just make me fall just a little bit more. how crazy is that.
he is complete opposite of me and the same all together its awsome. maybe im just in that amazed state of mind. idk. im even a little skeptical of writing this. i want someone, one of my friends to meet him so that they can be like no or maybe.
i talked to aj about this cuz he is the only one that knows the both of us and he says he saw it comming for a while now. that i should go for it. he says he can see it and feel the same type of feelings from him towards me. ha ha.
i think it is best to sit back and wait....according to some astrological thing i read ujp on about our two signs....well ok he read up on and showed me lol
everything he does is amazing in my eyes. even when hes being a total ass i see it and i laugh cuz hes really an awsome person. maybe im seeing it through censored eyes but gee golly wizz is he awsome.
the things that would normally make me turn away from a guy and never talk to him again...just make me fall just a little bit more. how crazy is that.
he is complete opposite of me and the same all together its awsome. maybe im just in that amazed state of mind. idk. im even a little skeptical of writing this. i want someone, one of my friends to meet him so that they can be like no or maybe.
i talked to aj about this cuz he is the only one that knows the both of us and he says he saw it comming for a while now. that i should go for it. he says he can see it and feel the same type of feelings from him towards me. ha ha.
i think it is best to sit back and wait....according to some astrological thing i read ujp on about our two signs....well ok he read up on and showed me lol