Relationship phobia
I just developed a new phobia. Relationship phobia.
When you listen to enough problems on heartbreak, you get really really scared. I'm not saying I don't want to hear people coming up to tell me about their problems. If I can be there for someone, good. I'm there.
What I'm saying is...
...I don't think I want a relationship right now.
In my pessimistic mode of thought: Not ever. But I'm feeling pessimistic, so ignore me.
The heartbreak isn't worth it.
In fact, I'm begging for someone, ANYONE to tell me otherwise.
When you listen to enough problems on heartbreak, you get really really scared. I'm not saying I don't want to hear people coming up to tell me about their problems. If I can be there for someone, good. I'm there.
What I'm saying is...
...I don't think I want a relationship right now.
In my pessimistic mode of thought: Not ever. But I'm feeling pessimistic, so ignore me.
The heartbreak isn't worth it.
In fact, I'm begging for someone, ANYONE to tell me otherwise.