what do i do now?

Jan 11, 2007 16:22

I HATE BEING THE CHILD!!!!!!!! i try my best and its never good enough. when i do good, its never noticed. when i do bad its the end of the world. when how about i just dont do anything at all. then you will actually have a reason for getting upset with me. IM NOT PERFECT!!! I NEVER WILL BE! IM NOT GOING TO BE SOMEONE IM NOT!! im done. im tired of trying and me still being pushed to the ground. i set goals for myself and they are always broken. 
I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY BUTT OFF AND IM SICK OF IT NOT BEING NOTICED! JUST THE BAD IS NOTICED! 
wow i actually thought my life was getting better. but it has yet to even start getting better. im starting to doubt if it ever will. i dont want to give up. but im sick of people discouraging me. im not changing and thats all there is to it. if people dont like it too bad. i am me. no one else. im not a girl frome a story. im a human being. im not going to be what people want me to be.
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