Mar 25, 2006 22:21
Nobody who is struggling is fighting their battle alone.
I decided that tonight, at approximately 6:53, or so.
Chances are, whatever issues an individual is dealing with at any given time, there is someone else in the world facing the same problems. And, if you are lucky enough, you just so happen to know them.
After tonight, I have deemed myself fairly lucky.
Sometimes when you are searching for something, the answer that you are looking for is not going to jump out at you the way you expected. But that doesn't mean that there is no answer. I still hold firmly to my belief that there is a reason for everything, and that everyone we know is in our life for a very specific purpose, significant or not.
Intuition and belief in oneself is a beautiful thing, even when it is inexplicable. And sometimes that is just what we (I) need to accept. Even the most perplexing mysteries in life have definitive meanings and solutions, even though some are meant to be left unsolved.
Forgive me if I sound cryptic. This certainly is making sense to me for once. I often struggle with the meanings of things and why we care about the people we do and what drives us to make decisions without any basic logic or thought process.
Anyways, if I didn't make it obvious yet, I feel really much more comfortable than I really should (in a good way) considering all the extracurricular circumstances occurring currently in my life that are distracting me from "important" things.
I hope I can take some of today's lessons and actually apply them to tomorrow and continue the streak of fulfulling and fruitful days of Spring Break. I honestly wish that all of you are taking full advantage of these rare days of relaxation and contemplation.
Goodnight.