I can't keep up!!
Hmm, well so much for updating my lj a lot. It's really hard for me to get myself to sit down and write. I guess the main reason is that there is SO much going on in my life every single day, that it sounds like an extremely laborious job to sit down and try to formulate what's going on into words. When I think about explaining what all God is doing in my life, I have no idea how to even begin describing it.
I will really really try to sit down sometime and write it all out, because it will really be good for me to personally. I also hope that what God is teaching me would be an encouragement to others dealing with the same thing...however I have this feeling that when I do post what's going on (if I ever do) it will be about 50 pages long, and no one will want to read it. I guess it's not really the point tho, so I don't really care.
Basically, God has really been breaking me these last couple weeks. I prayed for humility, and that God would help me drop my pride, and He's definately begun answering that. It's the craziest feeling, because on one hand it sucks to realize how weak, prideful, wrong, mislead, disillusioned I am and have been all this time I thought I was a "really strong Christian" but at the same time, it's an awesome thing, because I know God is going to use this in my life so much, and this is indeed an answer to my prayer for humility. I have so many chains on my heart I never knew about, and it's really taken me by surprise.
I have to meet friends for dinner, but I will write more later about this perhapse. I'm coming home this weekend, so hopefully I can find time to sit down and really reflect on what God has done in my life this quad. I know ya'll can't wait! Oh, and for anyone reading this whom I love, give me a call if you're in Mahomet this weekend too! I really miss everyone so much!
I will really really try to sit down sometime and write it all out, because it will really be good for me to personally. I also hope that what God is teaching me would be an encouragement to others dealing with the same thing...however I have this feeling that when I do post what's going on (if I ever do) it will be about 50 pages long, and no one will want to read it. I guess it's not really the point tho, so I don't really care.
Basically, God has really been breaking me these last couple weeks. I prayed for humility, and that God would help me drop my pride, and He's definately begun answering that. It's the craziest feeling, because on one hand it sucks to realize how weak, prideful, wrong, mislead, disillusioned I am and have been all this time I thought I was a "really strong Christian" but at the same time, it's an awesome thing, because I know God is going to use this in my life so much, and this is indeed an answer to my prayer for humility. I have so many chains on my heart I never knew about, and it's really taken me by surprise.
I have to meet friends for dinner, but I will write more later about this perhapse. I'm coming home this weekend, so hopefully I can find time to sit down and really reflect on what God has done in my life this quad. I know ya'll can't wait! Oh, and for anyone reading this whom I love, give me a call if you're in Mahomet this weekend too! I really miss everyone so much!