crying over spilt milk...
well on friday i had a great time, i went to hilary's house, were we dressed up all crazy and we went to blockbuster and filmed it and then went to panda express were there was a bunch of kids from school there. we watched some movies and then next day we make pin, it was fun.
so my dad picks me up and tells me,"kc(my sister) is no longer at home." i was like what? and my dad tells me my sister is now going to a rehap type boarding school, because shes been doing alot of bad crazy shit, which i didnt know about, thanks kc for keeps secrets from me. so he drops thing bomb on me and my whole world has been destroyed. my best friend is gone andi didnt even get to say good bye. i come home, her room is empty. well her stuff is still there but she is not. how do u fucking deal with something like still?
first my mom leaves now my sister, my god, now all i have is my dad, i feel so abandonned. i feel like i dont even really know my sister now, its like she had a whole second life, were i didnt excitst.
just when i think things are going so good, shit like this happens. god, now its like every time i go to sleep at a friends house is someone else going to be taken away from me.
god, she doesnt even get to go to prom, or have fun during the summer, go to the beach, watch tv with me. i feel like half of me has been ripped out.
i cant talk to her, i can only send stupid letters, and i only can see her 1 every 2 months. i cant even explain the pain im in, and know one would ever understand how much she ment to me. i miss kc so much.
so my dad picks me up and tells me,"kc(my sister) is no longer at home." i was like what? and my dad tells me my sister is now going to a rehap type boarding school, because shes been doing alot of bad crazy shit, which i didnt know about, thanks kc for keeps secrets from me. so he drops thing bomb on me and my whole world has been destroyed. my best friend is gone andi didnt even get to say good bye. i come home, her room is empty. well her stuff is still there but she is not. how do u fucking deal with something like still?
first my mom leaves now my sister, my god, now all i have is my dad, i feel so abandonned. i feel like i dont even really know my sister now, its like she had a whole second life, were i didnt excitst.
just when i think things are going so good, shit like this happens. god, now its like every time i go to sleep at a friends house is someone else going to be taken away from me.
god, she doesnt even get to go to prom, or have fun during the summer, go to the beach, watch tv with me. i feel like half of me has been ripped out.
i cant talk to her, i can only send stupid letters, and i only can see her 1 every 2 months. i cant even explain the pain im in, and know one would ever understand how much she ment to me. i miss kc so much.