amnesia

[steev0thaman]

so here i am... back for an annual banter or something.

things are the same.

i have no motivation for anything:

work.
waking up in the morning.
standing up.
walking.

you know..

i don't eat much anymore.

the girl of my dreams moved back to california for the summer.
i don't hear much from her anymore and she's being weird.
i guess i've come to terms with the fact that women can
change their minds like the weather changes....

so then why doesn't she just leave me alone totally?
because god's not done having fun yet?

i have no money.
i have a plane ticket to california that i don't want anymore.
i don't want to be a graphic designer anymore.

things are wonderful just like they always are.