ahh man
yeah i never write in this thing anymore.. it got so boring.
but i dunno.. things are so so.. never quite looking up or
horribly down.. just kind of sitting in the middle of it all.
i'm just now getting over a sweet respiratory infection
which cause me to miss a good amount of classes, but
fuck school, i don't even know if i want to go anymore.
it's such a waste this semester. i don't want to be a
graphic designer anymore and those are the classes i
have at the moment and hate. my professor is a douche.
jennele is being very weird again since not talking to her
for a few weeks. ever since her not wanting to be more
than friends anymore and her not going to monmouth
anymore, things have been just plain shitty with that.
it was good when we didn't really run into each other
anymore and we didn't talk for a while, but recently she's
been IMing me, probably because she feels sort of bad,
but still... i doubt she gives a shit anyway.. she's the
type of person that says "hey call me" and never answers
or returns phone calls. i don't care for people like that
normally and i don't know why i feel like i should give
her chances with anything. she apparently thinks i
enjoy her "sexual" comments on myspace.. well i would
if none of this ever happened, but now it's just weird.
i wish she would become normal or leave me the fuck
alone. i wish i knew who she was from the start and i
probably would have just fucked her and that's it..
i think that is really what she deserves out of life.
i mean she went back to her ex that was all about sex.
i've been noticing myself becoming more and more evil.
not like take over the world evil.. but just evil hearted.
i don't care much for anything anymore and bad news on
TV makes me laugh these days. fuck other people.. i don't
get any gifts in life so why should anyone else have it any
better than i do? oh and god forbid you're someone who
i don't like to begin with.. i wouldn't save you from death
if it would be the easiest thing on earth. you're dead to me.
may as well be dead for real if that's going to be the case.
i'm just more content not giving a shit about anything.
so no one likes me.. fine.. they can fuckin' go die somewhere.
well that's pretty much it.. bye bye steve.. hello dick steve
but i dunno.. things are so so.. never quite looking up or
horribly down.. just kind of sitting in the middle of it all.
i'm just now getting over a sweet respiratory infection
which cause me to miss a good amount of classes, but
fuck school, i don't even know if i want to go anymore.
it's such a waste this semester. i don't want to be a
graphic designer anymore and those are the classes i
have at the moment and hate. my professor is a douche.
jennele is being very weird again since not talking to her
for a few weeks. ever since her not wanting to be more
than friends anymore and her not going to monmouth
anymore, things have been just plain shitty with that.
it was good when we didn't really run into each other
anymore and we didn't talk for a while, but recently she's
been IMing me, probably because she feels sort of bad,
but still... i doubt she gives a shit anyway.. she's the
type of person that says "hey call me" and never answers
or returns phone calls. i don't care for people like that
normally and i don't know why i feel like i should give
her chances with anything. she apparently thinks i
enjoy her "sexual" comments on myspace.. well i would
if none of this ever happened, but now it's just weird.
i wish she would become normal or leave me the fuck
alone. i wish i knew who she was from the start and i
probably would have just fucked her and that's it..
i think that is really what she deserves out of life.
i mean she went back to her ex that was all about sex.
i've been noticing myself becoming more and more evil.
not like take over the world evil.. but just evil hearted.
i don't care much for anything anymore and bad news on
TV makes me laugh these days. fuck other people.. i don't
get any gifts in life so why should anyone else have it any
better than i do? oh and god forbid you're someone who
i don't like to begin with.. i wouldn't save you from death
if it would be the easiest thing on earth. you're dead to me.
may as well be dead for real if that's going to be the case.
i'm just more content not giving a shit about anything.
so no one likes me.. fine.. they can fuckin' go die somewhere.
well that's pretty much it.. bye bye steve.. hello dick steve