some shit for the people with minds to understand

[steev0thaman]

check me out man.. i don't think i have a mind anymore..

it's gone off somewhere i can't see from here..
what do i need a mind of my own for anyway?
i guess i really don't since i never really use it..

i guess now i can do anything i really want to do.
i guess now i can just not care about anything.
i guess now my head will always float in the air.

without a mind my head should be easier to hold up.
maybe even easier to be directed by demands.

my life might be a little different without my mind.
there really aren't any feelings anymore.
i don't feel anything but resistance on what is to come.
it feels like i'm forcing through a wall and losing.
losing dignity, strength, sight, and love for everything.

i guess since my mind is gone, none of that will matter.
driving through endless distances and tasks are part of me.
my mind got fed up and left on the count that it's never used.
i hope my life doesn't get fed up on the count of my mind.
if i lost my life i would turn into even more of nothing.
i guess i wouldn't realize it though.
i almost don't realize that my mind is gone,
and isn't that a huge part of life?
ok, so my life consists of things that are physical.
blood flow, movement, breathing..
the rest is just mind and perception at it's best.
my mind is gone and it left with my perception.

i'm blood flow, movement, breathing, and suspended.
i'm stuck in this point in time with no ideas or goals.

i'm stuck with repetition...
blood flow, movement, breathing..
i'm stuck with nothing real or different.

i've lost my fucking mind.