Sep 13, 2016 21:39
i write sappy posts about spn a lot, and frankly i never like them afterward. they're kind of embarrassing, for no legitimate reason at all. i feel like i try too hard with them to make them sound the way i feel. which is pretty incalculable!
so i didn't want to write a sappy spn post today, but i didn't want to NOT celebrate the show at all. so i played the soundtrack at work, retweeted some stuff, and kicked my own ass in aerial classes tonight, because a hunter's gotta have core strength, right?? now i'm home, it's raining, and i'm gonna eat some cookies before bed, and toast a glass of ice water to my boys or something.
spn is like an old friend at this point. six years into my journey in this fandom, spn is just something i want to sit on the couch with. share a drink with. shoot the shit with. maybe the sappy posts embarrass me because they feel like i'm trying to prove to someone (or myself) how much i love Show, when there's really no need for that. spn is inked on my skin, hung on my walls, and nesting comfortably in my heart. that's all i need. <3
happy supernatural day!
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