do you ever just feel a lot of things

[steeplechasers]

about the ship that's pretty much your otp at this point that almost no one writes or cares about (because they mis-characterise one half of the ship 99% of the time and it makes you mad) and you just sit on your bed in your pyjamas editing your fic about them listening to sad piano music and trying not to cry because the art quickreaver is working on for said fic is so gorgeous and has been open in one of your tabs for over an hour and you're REALLY SAD ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN WHO YOU SHIP TOGETHER WHO NEVER EVEN REALLY INTERACTED OUTSIDE A DREAM SEQUENCE THAT WAS HIGHLY NEGATIVE FOR BOTH OF THEM BUT YOU JUST KNOW

IN THE RIGHT CIRCUMSTANCES

THEY WOULD LOVE EACH OTHER LIKE NO ONE HAS EVER LOVED ANYONE BEFORE

it's such a relatable and non-specific feeling

i know

[breathes heavily]