feb 17, 2016

[steeplechasers]

• spn was wonderful wonderful, exactly what i needed. i'm not good at episode reviews so i probably won't go too much more in-depth on anything except to say that i feel sastiel in this chili's tonight [sings hymn]
• i just finished my pacifist/neutral run of undertale and am very emotional (not sobbing-emotional like i was on sunday, but still, lol.) i have NO IDEA how a true end run goes, but i'm gonna find out next time i have a few hours for it. (i will probably end up doing no mercy and genocide, because the story's not complete without them....................................................but it will take a lot of emotional strength that i don't have rn.)
• today's my really sucky two-year-anniversary of getting officially married to my mental illnesses. [thumbs up] it's never a fun day. but i got to do some arts and craftsy stuff at work, and got to see my mom and my dog, and got to see spn, which keeps magically falling on february 17th, somehow, and making me smile and feel inspired and comforted when otherwise i'd be really upset all day. so just tack that onto the list of reasons why i'm thankful for spn, i guess. <3
• otherwise, i'm feeling really discouraged about writing, and i'm having some tmj problems, so there's probably a dentist visit in my very near future, and i still have four days left in this week. sigh. but i'll make it through, probably. <3