Sometimes
It's just not worth it go out anymore.
I have noticed that when I am in the dire straits emotionally and personally, I find myself gravitating to this thing. I don't have any real reason to be that way though. I have all my shit paid for and I really don't have any major problems other than the one that keeps creeping up on me. A cigarette even tastes stale now. I just bought the fucking pack.
Why does this always fucking happen? I WANT TO BREAK SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God. I fucking hate the place I'm at right now. In every sense of the word. God I just want to go home. I want to go back to Pennsylvania. I want to go back to the people I grew up with. I just don't know what to say anymore that will make things right with me. I want to quit school and move out of the state where no one knows who I am. I just want to leave.
It'll just be easier to live somewhere else.
:-(
I have noticed that when I am in the dire straits emotionally and personally, I find myself gravitating to this thing. I don't have any real reason to be that way though. I have all my shit paid for and I really don't have any major problems other than the one that keeps creeping up on me. A cigarette even tastes stale now. I just bought the fucking pack.
Why does this always fucking happen? I WANT TO BREAK SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God. I fucking hate the place I'm at right now. In every sense of the word. God I just want to go home. I want to go back to Pennsylvania. I want to go back to the people I grew up with. I just don't know what to say anymore that will make things right with me. I want to quit school and move out of the state where no one knows who I am. I just want to leave.
It'll just be easier to live somewhere else.
:-(