May 31, 2008 22:39
I just don't understand this world anymore. I just don't understand the choices we make. When we hurt someone, I know they feel it. So why do we continue to maim and destroy that with which we live? We live on morals. Whether we know it or believe it to be true. Would you hurt a child? Most likely no. Then why do we do things that deliberately insult the very fiber of our happiness? I guess that's all that we have nowadays: questions. It's sad that the only thing we have left in this world is indefinite questions without responses.
I guess what I am getting at is the idea of cheating on someone. Why do we think that a relationship must be curtailed around sex? As soon as sex becomes more important than the woman or man in which said act entails, we find ourselves in a quandary of why we are engaged in just one person.
I have recently been thrown into a situation where three people were cheated on quite extensively. Two of which were friends, the other an enemy, one that might be changed from foe to friend.
A married man with kids, regardless of how many, cheats on his wife with not only one woman, but five. Three of which he had sex with, the other two were "failed" attempts. I just want to start paying the pain they inflict back on themselves. I am so angry right now it is hard to write this without flying completely off the handle and cursing left and right.
I feel so bad for his children that I almost feel as though they should be taken away from him. I believe that his wife should divorce him and let him be alone for a good long time. Maybe he she go to jail and let him see what getting fucked in the ass is all about. Let him be Bubba's little plaything and see how it feels to be taken advantage of.
Please if there is anyone out there that can shed a little light as to why you deem it necessary to fuck around, that would be greatly appreciated.
I just can't stand when women use the line " a man is only as faithful as his options" but I know that it's justified on so many levels. It's things like this that really make guys like me angry: guys who don't get a chance, but are left to pay the sins of those who do. The few who take pride in their relationships or the struggle in trying to attain them.
I guess what I really want to say is that I'm sorry for all we have done. I am sorry for all that we have pained you. And I am sorry that there aren't more guys out there that are men and do prescribe to a sense of honor. The honor to be true to your convictions and true to the morals we need to invest in.
I am our liaison and I am sorry and I hope you can forgive us all.