Apr 04, 2008 17:18
Why is it that whenever I need to talk to someone about anything, it gets out to the people it will hurt?
I just want to talk in private with someone that I can trust.
The one person I can trust, completely, inexplicably, hates me.
She won't even talk to me.
My best friend is giving me the cold shoulder because of something I said to my friend in confidence.
It got out and now her only response is "no".
I just wanna cry.
Obscenities aren't enough anymore.
Alcohol isn't enough anymore.
I need someone and the only one I have ever had any true feelings for, can't stand to talk to me.
Why does everything have to be so fucked up all the time?
Everyday I add to the list of fuck-ups.
Everything I touch I ruin.
Everything I look at turns to shit.
The Midas Touch has never been so bad.