the moody blues
I have had alot going on in the past few weeks.
Lost my boyfriend.
But most importantly my son (second child)has mononucleosis...thats some dangerous shit let me tell you...and what do i do...worry worry worry and more worry. He has been home all week resting and recuperating though it can take a long time...the poor boy signed up for football and now he cant play....no contact sports (not even sibling wrestling)for a minimum of 6 months. If he is accidently hit in the abdominal region his spleen could rupture and he could die if not treated in time. No cause to worry...yeah right!!!! He has missed 4 days of school already. He will go back to school on Tuesday...oh yeah ill worry even more then...i know how kids are!
I was so worried when my daughter felt sick i took her in to have her checked for mono symptoms too. Drs dont think its mono so i just have to watch her,my adult son and myself for any possible symptoms. Now im really a paranoid mother....all the drs and nurses said "thats not paranoid thats being a good mom...you're a very good mom you have to worry about the kids!" A single mom with 3 kids and one gets mono now thats just nerve racking....and boy was i moody today.
I just blew up at a really close friend today (ty rdrgnss for the support/listening). I blew up about gas prices, being poor, my adult son having not much of a chance to make a work history for himself cuz of the ridiculus gas prices, my middle son having mono, OMG i just blew a cork on poor rdrgnss but he was very kind and supportive...he calmed me down.
This morning some of my friends were in a discussion about some world news that i didnt/still dont know what they were talking about...some bad shit i take it. I dont watch the news so i only get news updates from them and i had no clue what they were talking about.
Im telling you i dunno what the hell is going on in these here United States or the world but it seems to me the shit is hitting the fan so to speak. Close to home and far away it seems to me.
Well i suppose i should end this here.
God Bless You All!!!!
Lost my boyfriend.
But most importantly my son (second child)has mononucleosis...thats some dangerous shit let me tell you...and what do i do...worry worry worry and more worry. He has been home all week resting and recuperating though it can take a long time...the poor boy signed up for football and now he cant play....no contact sports (not even sibling wrestling)for a minimum of 6 months. If he is accidently hit in the abdominal region his spleen could rupture and he could die if not treated in time. No cause to worry...yeah right!!!! He has missed 4 days of school already. He will go back to school on Tuesday...oh yeah ill worry even more then...i know how kids are!
I was so worried when my daughter felt sick i took her in to have her checked for mono symptoms too. Drs dont think its mono so i just have to watch her,my adult son and myself for any possible symptoms. Now im really a paranoid mother....all the drs and nurses said "thats not paranoid thats being a good mom...you're a very good mom you have to worry about the kids!" A single mom with 3 kids and one gets mono now thats just nerve racking....and boy was i moody today.
I just blew up at a really close friend today (ty rdrgnss for the support/listening). I blew up about gas prices, being poor, my adult son having not much of a chance to make a work history for himself cuz of the ridiculus gas prices, my middle son having mono, OMG i just blew a cork on poor rdrgnss but he was very kind and supportive...he calmed me down.
This morning some of my friends were in a discussion about some world news that i didnt/still dont know what they were talking about...some bad shit i take it. I dont watch the news so i only get news updates from them and i had no clue what they were talking about.
Im telling you i dunno what the hell is going on in these here United States or the world but it seems to me the shit is hitting the fan so to speak. Close to home and far away it seems to me.
Well i suppose i should end this here.
God Bless You All!!!!