Entry # 103- If You Only Knew
sigh. I suck. I can't stay away.
We went with Clarice today, to Logans. She's NOT moving close by, though she will be about 10 min. closer. She got a really good deal and it's closer to her work, which is good. I guess she's moving into it next weekend. It's gonna be 460 a month, plus new carpet, paint and appliances. 40 bucks cheaper then the place over here, and nicer- newer like.
I haven't ate much today. Didn't feel like it. Mike's been sick all day- we went to a mexican restaurant last night and had a pitcher of frozen margaritas. He's still recovering. Funny.
I haven't weighed myself lately, so I have no clue how I'm doing. Probably packing on the lbs. I ate a bunch last night and had 2 glasses of frozen margaritas. I felt numbed and a little off balance, but I took a few ibuprophen and I felt better and I never got a hangover. I drink merely for the taste of it, cuz the buzz does nothing for me. It does kind of relax me, in a way.
I finally cleaned up the kitchen and now I need to make a trip to Wal-mart. I'll probably do that tomorrow. It's not a major trip. I just need to pick up a few things.
Moving on
I'll take the cats
You'll take the dogs
I must admit
I don't even miss you-
The back of your head
The nasty things you said
All the times I drove to the house
Filled with sickening dread,
You wouldn't lift a finger
You wouldn't give a hand
You wouldn't be my protector
You wouldn't take a stand-
Didn't even sleep in the same bed
Not like I planned
Not like I planned.
You were never a man
Walking around with your heads in the clouds
Calling someone in the night
Never thinking I'd know when
Never thinking I'd know how
I get it now-
You can have them prostitutes
Them skanky substitutes
I'm too good for you.
And I don't miss you
Not the things you do
And how you don't have a clue
I'm happy to say I'm better
Better without you.
It's fitting. Not for me but for Mike's mom, Clarice.
Cya later!