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so sarasota isnt that bad at all. actually kinda nice and calm. i miss peeps from tampa, but i only saw them on the weekends anyway :P tonight is sam's halloween party, i am excited. josh is getting me around 7ish and i have been working on my costume for tomorrow all day. tonight i am just going to be a dead prom queen from the 50's (yeah not very original) but my mom still had her old prom gown and that thing is scary looking old. so i will be sporten that tonight with dead make_up. :) tomorrow i am going to be what i planned on last year. pretty much my name ... (princess winters). i have all the stuff per i could not attend guava_bleh last year so i have been getting it together in the past 2 days. i will be wearing barely anything i noticed today ... but it looks good. unfortunatly i have been losing weight in a rapid fashion. i am down to 112. horrible i know. i am just not hungry and i really feel weird not cooking for myself & others. i see dinner as a ritual of breaking bread and good conversation. not to mention ... my cooking is so much better than my maws ... LoL. so tomorrow we are getting to the clubber around 7ish and i will be pretty much frozen looking and such. i tried fake lashes again last night because i got really cool ones that go with my costume ... my real lashes are to long to except them though. if any_juan has any tricks or knows how i can get those things to stay ... i am open ears and my eyelid is all yours. thats about all for my little update. kinda pointless i know ... but i am waiting for something to dry :P