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So yesterday was one of the worst days in my life basically.
My mom and I were doing the bills and my mom realized she had a week to pay her car insurance bill before they cancelled it. So she got on the phone and called my aunt and my aunts basically told her that if she dosen't stop spending money she dosen't have, she'll have to live in a shitty aprartment on the 29th floor or something and that her and I would be split up. so of course my mom gets all depressed and stuff and she takes it out on me. She tells me that she couldn't have me live with her if she lived way up in an apartmenmt because I drive her crazy and all this stuff. I started crying and I oculdn't stop. I got out of the car and stayed outside for a while. I finally went inside and my mom goes clean up your room and walks out. Im bawling still and granny comes in screaming her head off "What the fuck are you doing? Why the hell do you have to fight with us all the damn time. You don't do shit around here so you should be damn grateful I let you live here" so im telling her to leave me alone and she wont. I asked her if I could just go to mandas and she said no that I had to clean my room. I stayed in there and yeah, it was horrible. My mom still is all depressed and shit. She says she might jump out of a window or something. Im scared she'll kill herself, she's tried before :( I dont want o live with anyone but her. :(
My mom and I were doing the bills and my mom realized she had a week to pay her car insurance bill before they cancelled it. So she got on the phone and called my aunt and my aunts basically told her that if she dosen't stop spending money she dosen't have, she'll have to live in a shitty aprartment on the 29th floor or something and that her and I would be split up. so of course my mom gets all depressed and stuff and she takes it out on me. She tells me that she couldn't have me live with her if she lived way up in an apartmenmt because I drive her crazy and all this stuff. I started crying and I oculdn't stop. I got out of the car and stayed outside for a while. I finally went inside and my mom goes clean up your room and walks out. Im bawling still and granny comes in screaming her head off "What the fuck are you doing? Why the hell do you have to fight with us all the damn time. You don't do shit around here so you should be damn grateful I let you live here" so im telling her to leave me alone and she wont. I asked her if I could just go to mandas and she said no that I had to clean my room. I stayed in there and yeah, it was horrible. My mom still is all depressed and shit. She says she might jump out of a window or something. Im scared she'll kill herself, she's tried before :( I dont want o live with anyone but her. :(