Jul 07, 2005 02:13
So tonight was a pivotal night.
In a wal mart parking lot.
With the first boy I ALMOST fell in love with, but thankfully never did.
I stepped over the line I've been dreading to cross...
...the line that seperates where I am now, from growing up.
And I'm just over the line, most certainly not grown up,
but stepping towards it slowly, as God wants me to.
And I'm excited.
Because God gave me this life
and I'm gonna use it for Him,
and not for anyone else.
And I'm not all that intimidated by the long and hard road ahead of me.
Instead, I'm ready and willing to pause along the way for God to equip me for whatever is coming next.
The craziest part,
all this fear and hurt
this doubt and confusion
this trail and this trial...
... is pure joy to me now.