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Dec 31, 2004 03:16

Three surveys, one entry, that's right.

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Fell in love, made out with someone, voted

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I never do

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Not that im aware of

4. Did anyone close to you die? No

5. What countries did you visit? None in 04

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? Something real

7. What dates/events from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Camp because Lawrence very nearly broke me, July 8 I believe because that was my first real kiss experience, October 31 because of reasons id like to keep all for me, November 23 because my swing broke, November 26 and 27 again for reasons id like to keep all for me, and a few others all for me that I don’t know the exact dates to.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Letting go... except I need to constantly do it... which is a little more rocky

9. What was your biggest failure? Believing in a boy.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Kinda yeah. Became anemic and have ortho static hypo tension... or whatever.

11. What was the best thing you bought? I dunno... prolly my devo journal, it’s helped a lot.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Lawrence’s

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Too judgmental of me to say

14. Where did most of your money go? Prolly food... that’s all there is to do in Brandon is eat

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Lawrence... October 31.

16. What songs will always remind you of 2004?
i'll spread my wings - kelly clarkson
Come Clean - Hillary Duff
The quiet things that no one ever knows- Brand New
Various Dashboard songs
Various Copeland songs
Only You - dunno who sing it
Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades- Brand New

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? At the current moment in time sadder, but over all, happier I think.
b) Thinner or fatter? thinner
c) richer or poorer? Richer... I started getting an allowance, but im still broke most of the time

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Talked to God, focused on me a little more, worried less about what others thought.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Justifying things that didnt need to be justified
20. How will you be spending Christmas? Spent it in my own home with family

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? Yep

23. How many one-night stands? None.

24. What was your favorite TV program? Pimp my ride?? Lol, it’s all I actually remember watching, I don’t watch much tv

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i don't hate anyone

26. What was the best book you read? Hmmm... The Handmaid’s Tale?

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Lawrence can sing lol, and my CD player in my car.

28. What did you want and get? Kisses, a digital camera, a change in someone I always knew had it in them

29. What did you want and not get? Something real and lasting with a member of the opposite sex

30. What was your favorite film of this year? Not big movie person... so no idea

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 18, went to Jo To’s and had some ppl over.

32.What one thing would have made your year im-measurably more satisfying? Less drama... though I’ve decided that drama is a trade off. You can have no drama if u want, but that means not being especially close to anyone. Id rather have meaningful relationships with drama than no meaningful relationships w/o any drama.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? I love skirts now. I never used to.

34. What kept you sane? Being able to talk to ppl... Bre, Law, Matt, Ant, Britt, Daw, Brett, ext ext.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? I live in a hole... what’s a celebrity?

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
gay marriages, abortion, the election just cuz that’s all anyone talked about for a while

37. Who did you miss?
joel, carrie, CHRISTINE, bre
38. Who was the best new person(s) you met? Ant? I kinda met him b4 tho...

39. What do you look forward to in 2005? graduating, getting over you, breaking away if it comes to that.

40. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: God cannot ever be second to ANYTHING or ANYONE. And I have no intention of making him second, EVER.

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[My name is] Cassandra Lynn Turner
[in the morning i am]: Not too thrilled because if Im up in the morning im usually headed for school
[love is]: not as complicated as I used to think
[i dream about]: I dunno, my dreams don’t make sense

who..
[do you have a crush on]: What is a crush? Seriously... there comes a point where ‘crush’ just doesn’t cut it.
[is easiest to talk to]: Ant in some cases because he’s outside of my inner circle of friends but still... yeah, it makes sense I promise, Lawrence in other cases, Christine, Brett

who was the last person..
[you talked to on the phone]: My mom
[hugged]: Lawrence
[you instant messaged]:Ant
[you laughed with]: Carrie, Matt, Mickey, Brett
[you kissed]: Lawrence

hmm..
[could you live without the computer]: yeah
[food?]: for awhile
[whats your favorite fruit?]: Berries
[what hurts the most - physical or emotional pain?]: emotional
[do you trust others way too easily?]: Depends on the person... usually not tho

number..
[of times i have had my heart broken?]: twice
[of hearts i have broken?]: none that I know of... possibly one in 7th grade
[of times i have been kissed?]: 14 for real, many more friendly ones (forehead, cheek, light pecks)
[of drugs taken illegally?]: none
[of tight friends?]: 5 to 7 ish
[of cd's that i own?]: A lot actually, 50 or so... only like 5 of them are any good
[of scars on my body?]: a couple boring ones
[of things in my past that i regret?]: Im not into regret.
other..
[favorite place to be kissed?]: lips romantically speaking, forhead any other speaking
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: Me and Law were kissing once and Darren may or may not have seen us. I have no intention of asking if he did or not.
[druggie]: nope
[gang member]: no... dover locos arent my style
[daydreamer]: Heaven yeah
[alcoholic]: no
[freak]: nah
[goody-goody]: Pretty much... unless kissing makes me not a goody goody.
[friend]: I sure hope so
[shy]: Not as much as I used to be... and im only just figuring that one out
[talkative]: when I know the person yes
[adventurous]: nah
[intelligent]: I suppose... not always too bright tho
[daredevil]: not at all

friends..
[impacted you the most spiritually]: honestly, Lawrence
[wish you saw more often]: CHRISTINE
[most sarcastic]: Brett...?
[knows you best]: Lawrence, Christine
[sweetest]: Depends, Brett and Law can be pretty big sweethearts in the right setting, sweet as far as nice in general prolly Bre

Self-Analysis..
[your best feature (personality)]: I care
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: I care.... and yes answering those both with the same answer is ambiguous but if u know me at all, u know it’s true.
[most annoying thing you do]: dramatize
[biggest mistake you've made this year]: my attitude has been all wrong at times
[describe your personality in one word]: complicated... because im figuring out im not the same person I used to think I was
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: Umm... don’t have a specific one
[a smell that makes you smile]: Guy’s deodorant
[a country you'd like to visit]: Germany, England... Europe in general really
[a drink you order most often]: water or sweet tea
[a delicious desert]: cheesecake or pie
[a book you highly recommend]: The Bible
[the music you prefer while alone]: depends on my mood... alone I either like something loud I can sing really loud in my own world to or something soft that I can chill out to
[your favorite band]: Not Without[a film you could watch over and over]: Ever After :)
[a TV show you watch regularly]: none
[you live in a(n)]: house
[your transportation]: Ford Escort
[your cologne or perfume]: Love Spell
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: I don’t even want to know

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Been in love]: yes
[Cried when someone died]: yes
[Drank alcohol]: sips
[Fallen for your best friend]: Yes. I don’t recommend it
[Been rejected]: Oh yeah
[Rejected some one]: no not really
[Been cheated on]: no
[Been In Jail]: No
[Hit a Boy]: only jokingly
[Hit A Girl]: jokingly
[Broken A Bone]: nope
[Cheated On a Test]: not that I can remember
[Let a friend cry on your shoulder]: yes
[Fell asleep in the bath]: no
[Walked in on someone changing or showering]: prolly but I don’t remember anything specifically
[Gone to Church]: mmhmm
[Never slept during a night]: Yeah. The lock in with Liz’s uth group and when me and law went to the camp we stayed up all night to watch the sunrise
[Seen someone die]: no
[Thought you were in love]: No.
[Stayed up till 4 am on the phone]: Not that I specifically remember... but prolly

WiTH THE OPPOSITE/SEX
[What do you notice first?]: Face or general build
[What is most important?]: Christian
[Last person you slow danced with]: Law I believe
[Worst thing to say]: to the opposite sex?? Umm... I don’t know... anything too emotional isnt always too bright... guys are guys
[Do you have a crush]: I guess u can call him that

[Favorite movie]: Ever After
[Favorite Book]: harry potter
[Favorite type of music]: depends on the mood... I like all kinds of stuff
[Favorite type of cars]: one’s with personality or real nice ones
[Favorite Ice Cream]: Cookies n Cream (??)
[Favorite Alcohol]: *Shrugs*
[Favorite Television Show(s)]: ??[Your Ideal BF/GF]: A best friend. And maybe my standard of what a BEST friend is weird, but whatever. That’s all I want. A best friend who wants to share his life with me.

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1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with or had sex with?: So far all I know is his last name is going to be Mr. Right.
2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?: White low rise with rainbow waistband
3. What is the song you want played at your funeral?: no idea
4. What would your last meal be before getting executed?: Something with chicken... with a crepe for dessert
5. Beatles or Stones?: no idea
6. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be?: I couldn’t do that
7. The person whose problems you would never want to hear again?: I want to be a counselor... I have no problem hearing problems
8. What is the thing most important to you (as far as physical) about the preferred sex?: Build? And their face prolly
9. Do you secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them?: No
10. If you could have any super power what would it be?: Either flight or Mind Reading
11. Favorite hangover cure: I wouldnt know
12. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?: again, wouldnt know and I don’t really want to find out to be honest
13. Favorite song lyric?: At the moment? “I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly / Though it’s not easy to tell you good bye” Of all time, I’m not sure... id have to think for awhile.
14. Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have?: I’m a dark hair fan
15. If you had to be blind or deaf?: wow... umm... blind I think
16. Do you have any psychiatric problems?: I don’t know
17. Siblings that should go to rehab?: nope... Darren is nuts and all but still
18. Least favorite month?: October... my birthday is over, school stretches out forever till thanksgiving break.... halloween stuff is everywhere... weather is nice usually tho... so I dunno
19. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid?: psh... no idea
20. Favorite person in the whole world?: Eh. Can’t really answer that to be honest. I like diff ppl for diff reasons
21. When's the last time you went on a date?: Never been on a for real date... im 18 and I’ve never been on a for real date.
22. Do you like violent movies or dirty movies?: Niether
23. Fall or spring?: FALL
24. Person you most wish you hadn't made out with?: N/A
25. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with?: I’m going to have sex with one person. My husband. That’s it. And I’m fine with that.
26. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle?: Not alone. Doesnt matter where.
27. Who is the person or persons you can count on most?: Brett and Christine
28. If you could date any celebrity past or present, time and age are not factors?: How the heck do I know
29. What books have you pretended you've read?: A lot of the assigned ones for AP Lang last year.30. What's a word you would use to describe your life?: Kinda wonky. It can’t decide what it’s doing yet.
31. Favorite drinking game?: dunno
32. What did you dream last night?: I don’t really dream

best _____ of this past year:
- party: Bre’s surprise party :) I don’t do the actual ‘party’ thing
- show: I dunno
- new show: bleh
- Comeback show: meh
- Reality Show: whu?
- TV moment: Enough with the TV crap already.
- cd: Further Seems Forever’s new one...
- song: Ack... I dunno... too many
- remix: like I know
- movie: *shrugs*
- video game: lol... right
- experience: Love
- concert: Uhh... anything with Preson ?
- book: ack.... I dunno
- month: November
- day: November 26

worst ____ of the year:
- party: uhh... dunno
- show:
- new show:
- Comeback show:
- Reality Show:
- TV moment:
- cd: Anything with a naked female on the cover
- song: I like to block the bad ones
- remix: I don’t know
- movie: again, I don’t know
- video game: I don’t know
- experience: the experience of u and ur closes girl friend liking the same guy
- concert: *shrugs*
- book: The Sorrow Of War... I pretended to read it for AP Lit
- month: At this rate... December?
- day: December 19th

hopes for 2005:
- predict something that you think will happen in 2005?: I’m going to figure out who the heck I am
- what do you hope changes about your country?: Uhg. We’re so dang obsessed with ‘stuff’
- what do you hope for yourself?: I figure out who the heck I am
- what do you hope for your family?: that our kitchen gets done... I like not having to put some huge thing here... my family is quite a good one... rare I know.

during 2004:
1. where were you when it began?: My house with other ppls
2. did you stay up?: till like 4
3. what was your new year wish?: psh...
4. how many boy/girlfriends?: Uhh... none in the technical sense
5. broke up?: none... in the technical sense
6. have any crushes?: nah
7. care to mention names?: Law?
8. new friends?: Kinda... not like good close ones
9. had to say goodbye?: yeah... college friends
10. missed anyone?: yes
11. win anything?: Nah
12. best place you went to?: Uhh... Virginia?
13. worst place you went to?: School
14. happiest moment?: The first moment I really and truly believed Lawrence
15. how was your birthday?: nothin special... kinda bleh really.
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