undefined.
what I feel for you is undefined. I can't put words to it, can't label it or define it. it is confused, jumbled and mixed up. at moments, all I want is your friendship and your smile and nothing more. other times, I want to kiss you so hard our lips bruise but we don't stop, we can't. I feel so many things and they conflict, crashing into one another and spinning around until I feel dizzy just looking at you. I wish I knew what I truly felt; I wish I could put a name to it. yet I don't. I like knowing that what I feel is special and unnamed. it is unbroken by labels and expectations. as my feelings are undefined, for a moment, so am I.