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I refuse to let people in.
I might as well of just repeated a grade because I will always be behind now. My life is shit. I've made the worst decisions. This is my life. No Re-dos. I'm fucking done and I hate the fact that I'm actually afraid to post because some take pride in my failure. It makes me vunerable and on peoples level that I don't belong on. This is reality and this is probably the only time I'll admit it. FUCK. No, It's not all okay. Let me just settle right now. I've never felt more scared.
P.S. - SERIOUSLY, FUCK SOME OF YOU.