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This one goes out to HBO.
-the first person to thank when accepting the nobel prize, because it did in fact, make me, stevin 'with an i' bryson. It's really the only tv i watch because the original series are so good at intergrating politics and really gives everyone's side on current issues with everything. Bottom Line: It's Relatible to just about anyone. Anyway I would like to share a quote from this week's episode of the sopranos.
"These are different times. Young people today are bombarded with so much information . . .so much input of everykind. Consequently, true adulthood is delayed. In fact, Sociologist say that 26 is the new 21." - Dr. Jennifer Melfi
She's absolutely Right and I Praise her for housing just about every parent out there. I really do believe, if your a close viewer, like me, a little line like that could change alot, everywhere.[which is why i love writing and film so much - writer's cafe shout out] Funny thing is, This is nothing I've thought about lately, and don't get it wrong. I'm not cutting '17-20 something wastes' any slack. I'm totally against that, but sometimes parents have no idea, that advancing young children, and teenagers to fast is in fact, crippling us! Crippling us into exhausted intellectually that all we want to do is sit around in boxers and that beater, listen to music, check out myspace/lj/ect, and lay around until it's that time to get ready to start your night. I couldn't relate anymore with anything.
Speaking of parents. I'd rather not get into it right now especially, but I will say that I am the most productive person in my house. My brother stayed here for last week and a half because his car broke or something and his work is here. This might really sound insane, but I can see right through people, and my brother and father have so much jealousy of me. I cannot even take it anymore. They both are the most saddest fucks I ever knew. Honestly, If they didn't live in my house, they wouldn't even be in my life right now. I've learned everything I needed from my father, and I have no regrets on how he raised me and what he taught me, but he's been rotting for these last four or five years from such depression that now he's just a walking corpse to me. The man who was filled with such wisdom growing up, is all dried up and fuck him for letting it happen. FUCK HIM for being so selfish, because his money is all he has left after fifty something years. Yea, I'm fucked up for saying that, but I might be more fucked up for it not affecting me one bit. So here it is, One more month here to finish school. Right after June 11th, my graduation party, It's wildwood all summer long, one way or another, and then away to school.. hopefully.
Nothing will let me come off of this high i call life. Nothing.
Maybe I have the right idea, or maybe I'm just out my noodle.