the entry that was started off as a comment.
within these last couple months i've been in every situation anyone could or couldn't think of.
sometimes i'll step out of my self while in a situation and realize that THIS IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING.
there's millions of people to meet and make part of your life and these are the years to do it.
last july, a south street gypsie palm reader told me i'd have fame in my future.
now, i couldn't disagree.
So many thoughts, scattered and thrown out of my mind to forget.
All these people make me insane. When somethings going on, I'm insane about everything because i want everyone of my awesome friends to be there. i really do love everyone in my life.
I couldn't wait for summer but now that it's creeping up along with my 18th birthday [18 days] i'm getting really nervous about what summer 06 will bring.
I love where i'm at in life and dont want to change too much.
There's that girl that i'll have forever if she wills it. Looking at her and knowing I'm in love might be the best feeling in the world.
I've come across a few needles in the haystack of this city and I've got them all as best friends.
When i look back i know our times will be that 'wet from the yard blow up pool, jetting through the house, halfway up the steps amazing moment of warmth/fun.'
i honestly could say that dieing from natural causes means you died because as the years go on, you become farther and farther from that moment of pre-adolent-warm-plain ol fun.
Please refer to sean's journal to understand anything about life. Also visit Kev Cass's to meet someone more clever than me.
my bones hurt, it's 503 am and hangovers aren't fun anymore. ehhkk.
BTW - someone stole my life and is using it as his own. it's really horrible and the thing is I can't even aknowledge it!
At the end of everything - all i can do is sigh, close my eyes, and pass out.