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I've come to the realization that you can't be in love
& emo-depressed-boy at the same time.
I really don't deserve this girl. I'm sitting here thinking about how amazing people just walk into my life and become a part of the insanity. I love Friends. God, I love them. What would these entrys be without you suckers reading them?
Last weekend was One of the best times of my life. The LJ 'scene boy' Bubble bath session might have been the happiest drunkest, I've ever been. Nicbags, Corey, Party Punk Pat & myself will always have that bath to keep us close. Shamrock Night followed, leaving K, keyless and jobless. Desi finally freaked out on me and i loved every minute of it. Weekends are like bits of summer, interupted by school and work, Speaking of - The Management have went insane and retarted on my whole crew - k, cassie, & christina. Fuck them. Yea, I could get the DM on the phone and have them all be bitched out by him, but it's not no game to win and I'm not the 'perfect employee' for it to be coming from. I'm getting out asap. The money is shit. The place is shit. whatever. Not that I'm mad or anything.. haha. It's gonna be weird not working with k. I'm scared we'll fade.
I haven't seen desi in forever. I can't wait to see her tommorow, after my assesment jawn.
My weekends are insane and I love them. The are [in meghan's words] summer in a can.
SATS, saturday morning. I'm so scurred of these. Maybe I'll go in drunk and relaxed.
These weekends go too quick because all we do is dance them away.
I'm sorry that i wasn't trendy and didnt do my entry in 1000 one liners format.
Love, ME - scchhhtteeevviiinnnn.