thissongwasonlywishfulthinking.
Why Now, though?
Because It's Cold Outside.
I'm spent. Every emotion in every circumstance in every lapse of time has been played out. I don't care to see what comes next. Things are just so.. psh, The Same, yet Bizzare! Sometimes i get these feeling where i feel like i could just die right there because its such a moment of disgust, but it only lasts for a split secound. Its like being a manic depressive for a split secound. But see, then theres the moments, i wouldn't trade anything for, because it's literally me having the time of my life. I'm the farthest from summer & I know I'm gonna fall for someone this time and I can't wait for all of little things it involves.
It really does means the most to me.