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i was reading something that was written to me.
i was reading it all morning.
i was reading what was written back and forth.
i started crying.
i just cried.
man i wanted it bad. real bad. and i got it.
it was 10 times worse than i thought.
i look back. ive spent 2 hours on this.
i see it.
it is strange. i hate when you realize you how stupid it was.
its almost like watching someone burn a $100 bill.
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i think when i reflect back and think about how terrible and almost perfect it was i realize it was bull shit.
it was all that terrible stuff that you think you want and then you realize, its everything that makes trouble.
a long windy path thats meaningless.
its silly.
im really glad thats the case because i would be too old too fast too soon.
i guess what this is supposed to say is,its all unfortunate and silly.
all of it and so now ill turn my music up high. to the red line.
i was reading it all morning.
i was reading what was written back and forth.
i started crying.
i just cried.
man i wanted it bad. real bad. and i got it.
it was 10 times worse than i thought.
i look back. ive spent 2 hours on this.
i see it.
it is strange. i hate when you realize you how stupid it was.
its almost like watching someone burn a $100 bill.
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i think when i reflect back and think about how terrible and almost perfect it was i realize it was bull shit.
it was all that terrible stuff that you think you want and then you realize, its everything that makes trouble.
a long windy path thats meaningless.
its silly.
im really glad thats the case because i would be too old too fast too soon.
i guess what this is supposed to say is,its all unfortunate and silly.
all of it and so now ill turn my music up high. to the red line.