Jun 18, 2006 11:59
i am pissed off beyond pissed off. i hate this fucking pensacola scene. everybody is so fucking catty. is it so impossible for people to just be cool in this town? i knew there was something about last night that made me want to leave.....and now i realize that i probably won't be going back to anything like that. i'm not welcome there. i havent fucking done anything and i'm not welcome there. fuck this bullshit.
the house is bitchin, but now i'm starting to rethink everything. maybe it's not such a good idea to be living next to dan and valerie and melissa. maybe that will just bring more drama to my life than i'll know what to do with. i love all three of them to death, but they're bound to bring their friends over at some point and then there's gonna be a problem.
or was this all just a big dream? maybe everything is okay. or maybe now that daylight is here feelings have changed and things will be different.
either way, fuck you, pensacola scene. i'm getting the fuck out of your strangling web as soon as i possibly can.