Christmas Eve
It's not the same. I hate to say it but I'm so used to being a little kid this time of year. It's always me and my sisters and we go open presents and go to G-ma's house. Not anymore, it's me working tonight Carolyns here with her family but Melanie can't come till next month with her family. On top of that I've gotten about 8 hours of sleep in the last 5 days I'm so tired right now. On top of that I haven't got to practice or be with the boys, it bugs me greatly!
What's keeping me sane, from screaming and pissing all over the place... ...Megan. I've waited 4 months for her to come home and it was so worth the wait. She's amazing. She's constantly on my mind and if I'm lucky I get to see her. Unfortunately this new job of my mine equals bad timing. All I wanna do is see her and I have work around my schedule to do so, frustrating. She's amazing though. Everytime we hang out it's great. I don't know how it's gonna be in Jan. when she goes home. But I'll for sure miss her, her honesty, the respect she shows, and just her....beautiful, incredible, you name it, that's what she is. She makes me happy which many cannot do. It's geniune with her, she's amazing and she's my girl.
-Steven
p.s. Merry Christmas everybody
What's keeping me sane, from screaming and pissing all over the place... ...Megan. I've waited 4 months for her to come home and it was so worth the wait. She's amazing. She's constantly on my mind and if I'm lucky I get to see her. Unfortunately this new job of my mine equals bad timing. All I wanna do is see her and I have work around my schedule to do so, frustrating. She's amazing though. Everytime we hang out it's great. I don't know how it's gonna be in Jan. when she goes home. But I'll for sure miss her, her honesty, the respect she shows, and just her....beautiful, incredible, you name it, that's what she is. She makes me happy which many cannot do. It's geniune with her, she's amazing and she's my girl.
-Steven
p.s. Merry Christmas everybody