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I just remembered a feeling I had. I was seeing a guy. I was at his loft. It was getting late in the afternoon, and the sun was still high. It was fall. We'd made partial-fond and had been smoking some pot and watching ESPN (bear with me here). I stepped on the balcony and the air was different. I'm not sure how to describe the feeling. I dunno, I miss how I felt at that moment. It has nothing to do with the guy. It was the way the air was that afternoon, and the feeling of everything else in the world not even being in my head and everything just being good (save that this is a big run-on sentence). I haven't felt anything like that in a really long time.