Aug 03, 2011 19:33
Med school is not like football, because sometimes, med school makes me think that it's not worth it and a mishap and/or a screw-up would ruin everything. Football is always worth it, and though mishaps and screw-ups could also ruin everything, I know that I will never walk alone.
Med school is like A Song of Ice and Fire. Just when you thought you got the hang of it, it bombs you with a revelation or an event and you realize you just got fucked hard up the ass. Only difference between med school and ASOIAF is that I don't mind that ASOIAF screws me over. One day, I might come to not mind getting screwed up by med school either. I'm not sure what I would do then, in all honesty.
I would have said, "Kill me now," but I think despite all this shit, or maybe because of it, I quite like living. Med school and thinking of what could have been if I went into the arts or anywhere else makes me feel alive. I would not occasionally want to die if I didn't feel alive in the first place.
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Also, I have become the person to tell dick jokes to. Yay me. :\
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#takuya
ick,
on something