lets hear it for losing my post like three times...
laaammmmeee. yeah i didnt really feel like going out tonight for some reason. im kinda tried and shtuff. so here i am on billys computer updating lj while he plays saves the day tunes. im a loser huh.
So i was in the paper today, the school paper here. this girl did an article on sxe and interviewed me and my friend nick. it was pretty cool. they took my picture and everything. it was pretty funny when we went down to meet the guy to take our picture. me billy and this dude chico went down to starbucks to meet this dude. he had no idea was sxe was and procedeed to ask questions like "so is this a school run organization?" and "are there other chapters at other universties?" it was kinda interesting how this guy knew like absolutly nothing about the subject and we had to describe everything to him. we then went to the tattoo parlor around the corner, halo tattoos, cause the dudes who own it were in path of resistance. the only real reason we went there was to get out picture taken with some original path of resistance artwork which was fucking dope. i bet no one really cares about this except a22, but i enjoyed it. the picture in they put in was real cool. they put one of billy drawing an x on my hand and one of me just like standing there with my dxt shirt on and shit. you might be able to read the article on www.dailyorange.com soon. i dunno, look around for it. i think she did a really good job, like she portrayed sxe kids in a really good light and it was really educational for kids who would have no idea about sxe. i dunno, i think it came out good. and now im famous.
I already talked a little about the show on the 8th, but im really stoked on it. should be really fuckign fun jmc and nick coming up super bowl weekend, stoked on that. pats play tomorrow, stoked on that. three day weeekend, stoked. theres not much im not stoked on you could say.
one shitty thing though. i got my grades back and i got like all c's. thats not that great, but considering i was afraid of failing calc, i did ok i supose. heres what sucks though, my acumilative GPA is a 2.496. since it is not a 2.5, im like void of all this good shit. first off i need a 2.5 or better to go london so that wont be happening. also i need a 2.5 to stay in the co op program. this pretty much means that im on my own for getting an internship this summer, and frankly getting my usual summer janitor job just wont cut it moneywise. i really have no idea what the fuck im gonna do. i sorta applied for a job, but i dunno if im gonna get it, cause i dont think i have work study. my mom says like she cant really apply for loans and shit cause its nt a 2.5. uuuugggg this sucks. i hope itll work out some how. i just gotta fucking work harder i guess.
this kinda brings me to my next point. im fucking lacking motivation lately. i really feel like i need to do something outside the realm of watching tv fucking all the time and shit. i need to join a club or take a class or read a book or something. i kinda feel like if i cant motivate myself to do something i might actually enjoy doing, how the fuck am i gonna modivate myself to do some shitty math homework i dont want to do at all. i rember last time i talked about to do something like this i just ended up getting a bunch of shit in the end and nothing worked. i just want some suport and really i just wish i could find someone whoes on the same page with me on this. someone who would be willing to like learn something new or like join a club or something. ug, i dunno i always shit like this but never follow through on them and i kinda feel like i need a partner in crime so we can motivate each other. blah, if anyone can offer me any insight, please, be my guest. any words of wisdom would be greatly apreciated.
im done. hopefully my computer will be fixed by tuesday. peeeace.
Mandrew
So i was in the paper today, the school paper here. this girl did an article on sxe and interviewed me and my friend nick. it was pretty cool. they took my picture and everything. it was pretty funny when we went down to meet the guy to take our picture. me billy and this dude chico went down to starbucks to meet this dude. he had no idea was sxe was and procedeed to ask questions like "so is this a school run organization?" and "are there other chapters at other universties?" it was kinda interesting how this guy knew like absolutly nothing about the subject and we had to describe everything to him. we then went to the tattoo parlor around the corner, halo tattoos, cause the dudes who own it were in path of resistance. the only real reason we went there was to get out picture taken with some original path of resistance artwork which was fucking dope. i bet no one really cares about this except a22, but i enjoyed it. the picture in they put in was real cool. they put one of billy drawing an x on my hand and one of me just like standing there with my dxt shirt on and shit. you might be able to read the article on www.dailyorange.com soon. i dunno, look around for it. i think she did a really good job, like she portrayed sxe kids in a really good light and it was really educational for kids who would have no idea about sxe. i dunno, i think it came out good. and now im famous.
I already talked a little about the show on the 8th, but im really stoked on it. should be really fuckign fun jmc and nick coming up super bowl weekend, stoked on that. pats play tomorrow, stoked on that. three day weeekend, stoked. theres not much im not stoked on you could say.
one shitty thing though. i got my grades back and i got like all c's. thats not that great, but considering i was afraid of failing calc, i did ok i supose. heres what sucks though, my acumilative GPA is a 2.496. since it is not a 2.5, im like void of all this good shit. first off i need a 2.5 or better to go london so that wont be happening. also i need a 2.5 to stay in the co op program. this pretty much means that im on my own for getting an internship this summer, and frankly getting my usual summer janitor job just wont cut it moneywise. i really have no idea what the fuck im gonna do. i sorta applied for a job, but i dunno if im gonna get it, cause i dont think i have work study. my mom says like she cant really apply for loans and shit cause its nt a 2.5. uuuugggg this sucks. i hope itll work out some how. i just gotta fucking work harder i guess.
this kinda brings me to my next point. im fucking lacking motivation lately. i really feel like i need to do something outside the realm of watching tv fucking all the time and shit. i need to join a club or take a class or read a book or something. i kinda feel like if i cant motivate myself to do something i might actually enjoy doing, how the fuck am i gonna modivate myself to do some shitty math homework i dont want to do at all. i rember last time i talked about to do something like this i just ended up getting a bunch of shit in the end and nothing worked. i just want some suport and really i just wish i could find someone whoes on the same page with me on this. someone who would be willing to like learn something new or like join a club or something. ug, i dunno i always shit like this but never follow through on them and i kinda feel like i need a partner in crime so we can motivate each other. blah, if anyone can offer me any insight, please, be my guest. any words of wisdom would be greatly apreciated.
im done. hopefully my computer will be fixed by tuesday. peeeace.
Mandrew