i'm the young urban psychopath.
hello livejournal,
i can't sleep.i took melatonin even. i might be able to soon since i feel a bit more sleepy though. tomorrow i show the new songs and hopefully we write at least one more. i love this bitter cold but i hate the mentality it gives me.i wish we got to camp in the winter but it's not feasible. i feel so dependent on a keyboard it's almost pathetic. i spend so much time on lj and it's starting to feel like i'm addicted to it but it's how i vent and deal with things.i feel like livejournal is my replacement for literally everything under the sun. i update at least 2-3x a day and it's a lot of bullshit i know (to whomever is reading this).i am just glad that nobody from school has found this. not that i talk to anyone from school. most of the kids at my school are weird, pretentious, passive aggressive or that entire trilogy.i am thinking about leaving rra. there's this other kid there who i find really cool.his name is simon and he also has a band called "stop talking about your ex" you should check out their instagram they're really cool. anyway that is the end of this entry i am just rambling on at this point.hopefully goodnight guys. if you hear from me again in the next six hours i am either running off of very little or zero sleep and have gone insane or am sad.goodnight all i love you guys take care.[i incite murder for your entertainment. cause i needed the money. what's your excuse? the jokes on you.slow motion see me let go]
i can't sleep.i took melatonin even. i might be able to soon since i feel a bit more sleepy though. tomorrow i show the new songs and hopefully we write at least one more. i love this bitter cold but i hate the mentality it gives me.i wish we got to camp in the winter but it's not feasible. i feel so dependent on a keyboard it's almost pathetic. i spend so much time on lj and it's starting to feel like i'm addicted to it but it's how i vent and deal with things.i feel like livejournal is my replacement for literally everything under the sun. i update at least 2-3x a day and it's a lot of bullshit i know (to whomever is reading this).i am just glad that nobody from school has found this. not that i talk to anyone from school. most of the kids at my school are weird, pretentious, passive aggressive or that entire trilogy.i am thinking about leaving rra. there's this other kid there who i find really cool.his name is simon and he also has a band called "stop talking about your ex" you should check out their instagram they're really cool. anyway that is the end of this entry i am just rambling on at this point.hopefully goodnight guys. if you hear from me again in the next six hours i am either running off of very little or zero sleep and have gone insane or am sad.goodnight all i love you guys take care.[i incite murder for your entertainment. cause i needed the money. what's your excuse? the jokes on you.slow motion see me let go]