Nov 2nd 10
WHELP!
Might as well do what I gotta' do! I feel the need to start a little journal thing-ie in here,
After all, my private life recorded on the internet is completely save...from my mother. >->
Since my poetry or anything didn't get the exact attention that I really wanted (it's cool, I don't want to be friends with them either >-<)
But something I read today on Face book really made me boil.
Under a rather nice picture of a drawing one of my friends did of a water lily there was a comment that made me realize something, that I'm not as good as I think I am.
The comment said: "You should have an art off with Kayla!" Kayla is another one of my friends, who is also good at drawing.
Well, you might think that this is an innocent comment. But, my twisted evil kirby side broke loose when I saw this.
1. Last year when I was in art we never posted our stuff on the board, so my stuff was never seen.
2. They are actually doing better artwork projects that actually TAKES SOME SKILL.
3. Being the jealous type, I got pissed.
Not only was I not under the category of "artist" anymore, but not recognized at all.
Just earlier I watched a video on you tube about how creativity is not acknowledged in school. Mostly mine, althletics and band is the most important. I'm in drama, I gave up learning to draw to be an actress.
Today in drama.
I did well, or at least I thought I did on my auditions for a part in our classes play. I made it as dramatic and out standing from the others, trying desperately to be the best to get the role I want.
But, I got no effect from the teacher.
Another student goes up and tried to mimic my pinch and dramaticness. The teacher told her that she did very well.
Am I just not good?