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Don't know why but all of a sudden, I feel like choking. Like somthing has grabbed me by the throat and I can't breathe properly.
Work isn't too bad, and home is okay too. No problems with family or friends. Means it's down to me. There's something wrong with me. Other than my inherent flaws.
I dunno.
Feels like things are slipping from me. As though if I try to grab something, it falls away like sand in my hands.
May be it's the rememberance of mortality. May be it's rememberance of the past.
Just feels like I'm losing grip on this whole reality thing.
Gonna go to bed now and I don't know whether I'm gonna lie awake all night reminiscing over (bad bits of) the past, or whether I'm gonna worry about dying.
:(
Work isn't too bad, and home is okay too. No problems with family or friends. Means it's down to me. There's something wrong with me. Other than my inherent flaws.
I dunno.
Feels like things are slipping from me. As though if I try to grab something, it falls away like sand in my hands.
May be it's the rememberance of mortality. May be it's rememberance of the past.
Just feels like I'm losing grip on this whole reality thing.
Gonna go to bed now and I don't know whether I'm gonna lie awake all night reminiscing over (bad bits of) the past, or whether I'm gonna worry about dying.
:(