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I don't drink as much as I talk about it. I talk a big game, but in actuality, it never lives up to the hype. Grinding away already at the bit of patience I have with my current situation. All so drinking is permissible but I don't see it happening with the amount of catch-up I have to do in my classes. Have to learn politics, history of Asia, presidential candidates, the names of players in this soap opera and I have no clue if I can ever come up with a single answer in class. Very frightening because again I have fallen into the same situation without a plan. Interest in politics without a knowledge of politics. Genius course selection. Might as well have taken astronomy again. Online.
Need to remind myself to find study abroad programs and poetry books. But can't forget how much I hate seeing certain faces and experiencing "staircase epiphanies" as my criminology professor calls it. Knowing exactly what to say as you leave the argument behind. Focus, focus. Campus is too small to do any studying when I'm confronted with an ugly confrontation.
Need to remind myself to find study abroad programs and poetry books. But can't forget how much I hate seeing certain faces and experiencing "staircase epiphanies" as my criminology professor calls it. Knowing exactly what to say as you leave the argument behind. Focus, focus. Campus is too small to do any studying when I'm confronted with an ugly confrontation.