navigations
oh haha....it's funny how the greatest moments in your current life are complimented, immediately, by moments that are undesirable. What's even more "coincidental" is how quickly fate decides that you must be balanced back. Euphoria, joy, happiness, ignorance must quickly be tempered with distaste, loathing, thought, depression. So once again, i'm living in homeostasis...sadly existing. missing two people who so compliment my disposition that to know how easily sliding back and acceptance truly makes life meaningful.
and i was not so much as ripped away from my vacation from reality, merely enjoyed the time that was given. understanding that time is fleeting. but to know such negative energy directly after..? well...it's nice to know my emotions are running their course. but please, i'm just back to my norm (as of late). my desire to change it is strong, but the impression is that time will not aid me in this endeavor....oh well.
REM....dream for me, but be gentle. i understand you and i have not gotten the chance to enjoy one another, but soon...i'll get my sleep in some form of consistency. catch-up...oh catch-up.
and i was not so much as ripped away from my vacation from reality, merely enjoyed the time that was given. understanding that time is fleeting. but to know such negative energy directly after..? well...it's nice to know my emotions are running their course. but please, i'm just back to my norm (as of late). my desire to change it is strong, but the impression is that time will not aid me in this endeavor....oh well.
REM....dream for me, but be gentle. i understand you and i have not gotten the chance to enjoy one another, but soon...i'll get my sleep in some form of consistency. catch-up...oh catch-up.