i wanna have the same last dream again , the one where i wake up and i'm alive
I've kind of been putting off doing this entry for a really long time.
I'm really annoyed with my mom right now because I'm so sick of her talking down to me to entertain people she likes. It's like stop it, I love you and everything, but you don't need to belittle me to make yourself more interesting. Also, recently whenever I tell her how I dislike something she blames me going to Crossroads and it's like wtf? It's you who wanted me to go to Crossroads, it's you who embarrassingly goes around flaunting it to all your friends when it's not that big a deal, it's your thing you're proud of, not mine, so don't talk badly about it. It's not funny to say that stuff either.
On a happier note I'm hopefully going to see Cars tomorrow. I hated it when I first heard about it but all of a sudden I fell in love with it and I don't know why. I'm seriously SO psyched. I even want one of those posters they put in those panels at bus stops. I found one today and I tried to get the panel open but apparently they're locked... does anyone know how to get around this?
The pictures in this entry are the last pictures I ever took of Paula AT CROSSROADS. I can't guarantee if she'll never make another appearance, but I can that there'll never be pictures of her at Crossroads again. It doesn't matter anyway since my camera broke... which I don't think I've mentioned. I'll hopefully get a new one this summer and not have to wait until Christmas. Oh, and I'm not THAT bummed about it. I'm kind of glad cause it was a shitty camera; it's only frustrating going out and having nothing to take pictures with. Moving on though...
She asked for these next two to be taken. I'm not sure why.
I miss these days so much.
We went to the "gym" that day because during the winter it's actually really warmn in there in the mornings.
We decided to take pictures jumping onto the pile of mats.
"Ta-da!"
I should feel so bad for posting this one...
Wooooooooosh!
I'm actually really white. I'm nothing without my make-up.
Ew. It's so showgirl though... Kinda.
Funny shaped head.
Check out the fro.
Paula likes dancing.
Scroll down fast!
STOP! It looks a lot cooler on the camera. Anyway...
Looks like a bad imitation of Ashley's album cover...
I'm so mean sometimes...
That day in English Dan subbed. Unfortunatley for him, Alden often mistakes Dan for a jungle gym.
Weird Sandy-face...
Gesticulation.
Aw, Arturo...
Liz!
There's something really Snapey about this stance.
Cute.
"WTF, RODOLFO?!"
I heart Taylor.
It rained at lunch I'm guessing so we went to Morgan's room in the middle school.
Paparazzi shots.
Paula's Last Crossroads Meal.
There's something funny about the look in his eyes but I can't put my finger on it...
I'm really curious about whether or not I stood on something to get these...
I was probably really bored and trying to do something new.
I think he's challenging me.
Looks like a college kid.
Kind of looks like Jesse Engdahl if you look hard enough.
Sandy's face is ever changing.
Why do I love to take pictures while moving the camera really fast in Cadena?
Cleaning up the last meal.
Before yoga I decided to get Sasha and Isabel to try the jumping thing too.
It was the day we went to the Self-Realization center.
As usual, we used only the finest modes of transportation.
Why would you need a window there?
Ashley really likes the nose in this picture. I think it was almost the picture in front of the cut too.
Singing along to A*Teens on the way there.
I'm really shocked about something.
lolz, open mouths.
Ashley wants YOU to join Harry Potter Club.
I miss this weather...
This is definitley one of those pictures you find when you look through mom and dad's old photo albums at granny's house.
This one... only slightly.
Paula hates my guts for posting a picture of Hannah when I'm not supposed to.
Ashley voices her concerns that Hannah might find out to Sasha and Isabel.
Pretty, no?
Up ahead you can see Pierre preying on ninth grade girls.
Hannah got sick of the nature really fast.
Looking forward to the future...
Basically I hate everything to the left of Arlin (the boy in the blue sweater).
The guy behind Sasha was our guide. I think his name started with an "R."
For now I'll call him Reid. He was really nice. I liked his voice.
This is inside the windmill, btw. Apparently people go in there to prey.
Soooooooooo the place was actually really nice and I really liked it.
Much better than the breathing place... this is one of the few things Shetron did well this year.
The windmill I spoke of.
This was our next stop. Reid fed the fish and swans while... talking about something.
I love coy.
Odette, perhaps?
She really doesn't like having her picture taken. Typical princess.
I got her anyway.
They have a lot of interesting plants from around the world... I think.
One of the few places on Earth with some of Ghandi's ashes.
Fawkes! This is inside the gift shop/museum.
The museum portion to be specific, in case you're wondering.
Aftwerwards we climbed a hill.
Honestly, the first thing Narwahl said when she was it was, "...Are you kidding me?..."
It was so funny.
At the top there was this... thing where we sat quietly. I decided not to take pictures there.
When we got back to the bottom Shetron made us walk around the lake one last time on our own.
Here she is sending Sasha off.
And some pictures from my own journey...
This boat was in some movie. It was under repair when we went.
Paula looks like she's hating the walk.
She said she looks pregnant here... and I have to agree.
But only because her shirt droops!
One last look...
And we were back on the bus.
Cam-whoring. Stupidly.
Sexy, right?
Erg, not so much.
Aw.
This is from when I found out Charlie lives on the same street as Tyra.
Hmm...
Ashley thinks that's a really stupid picture.
Isabel thinks we're really weird.
wtf is going on with my hair
Somehow I look like a middle-schooler.
Tribute to Paula? They're just pictures of her cam-whoring in carpool on the way home.
Pose reminds me of Evan.
Monkey face!
I can hear her screaming. Probably from Marvin-hate.
Yeah, definitley Marvin-hate.
Tunnel.
EWWWWWWW! Marvin!
I really like this one.
Just to shock you out of that Paula-fest.
And to finish, an INCREDIBLY funny video from like last week.
Shanequa Loves Chinese Food
Oh, and a formal announcement: When my first child is born, I want all the animals of the jungle to gather at it's birth spot. I don't know why I want this, but it will. Also, will anyone with Stadium Arcadium please send me "Tell Me Baby" and Charlie"? I'd appreciate it.