Sorry

Jan 30, 2005 02:54

Once again I have found myself here
Lost and reeling from pain.
Things I said,
That should never have been said.

Every word I said was false,
I never meant a single word.
Feelings inside are anything but spite and hate,
I wish you could feel whats in my heart.

Every beat of my heart,
Threatens to break my chest.
I wish that I could take it all back,
And I know that I can't.

If you would let me apologize
I promise it would never happen again.
I know it should not have happened,
And I'm sorry that it did.

Every ounce of me,
Wishes I could tell you in person.
Every fiber of my being,
Wishes to hold you again.

The day I come home,
Can't come soon enough.
Everyday seems longer than the last,
To the point where the days don't end.

Never ending days,
Turn into unending nights.
Every little thing,
Sets me to thinking about you.

You are the driving force
That keeps me going everyday.
Every morning is had for you,
Every night ends with you.

The knowledge that one day soon,
I will see you again,
Is all that keeps me going anymore.
But you must not see it.

I wish I could take out my heart,
Take it out and show you my feelings.
Risking my emotions just so you would know,
But I would risk that and so much more.

Just to show you how I felt,
I would risk my heart, my life, my soul.
I would risk everything I've ever known
Just so I could tell you my feelings.

But it feels like you would risk nothing,
Nothing and it breaks my heart in two.
Let me take back all the bad words,
And show you the feelings in my heart.
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