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so today i feel like SHIT.... and not just SHIT.... S-H-I-T..... my throat hurts, i cant stop coughing, im losing my voice, my head hurts, my body aches, my eyes burn, and when i take a nap i wake up feeling worse than before..... so today pretty much blew.... im missing texas, im missing certain people in texas, im missing ice skating, im missing my cat, im missing texas plates, i miss T-E-X-A-S.... yes.... i said it.... I MISS TEXAS..... who would have thought that those words would ever fall out of my mouth? certainly NOT me.... right now i wish i was back in texas with a certain person taking care of me..... dammit.... i think im gonna start crying.... today i went to ballet and that was oh so much fun.... NOT.... it was painful.... and made my head hurt more.... then i took my nap and woke up worse than i was before.... then i went to psychology.... wow..... i made a big bad noise in the middle of a presentation.... on accident, i swear... i was leaning over to see what was written behind the damn podium and all of a sudden the desk next to me started to slide out, then mine started to go.... then there was a loud noise from the back of the classroom and everyone was looking at me.... i felt like a total retard..... then i was having some issues talking coherently with CJ... i would start to say something and it would come out all fucked up and it would take at least 3 times to say it before CJ finally put it together and said what i was trying to say.... then i went to the barn.... there was no riding bc there was too much ice and they couldnt turn the horses out so they hadnt been out in like 3 days and they were all C-R-A-Z-Y.... so i sat in the office with my coach and we went over things that we would be working on in class.... that was fun.... i think... and all i want to do right now... well a couple of things really.... i want to keep talking to this person in texas and i want to sleep.... cant do both at once.... but then again, in 20 min i cant do either.... damn tutor.... the only time i could set up a tutoring appointment that we could both make was fucking 6pm on tuesdays.... how much does that suck? a lot... i know... so i have about 17 minutes before i have to go see my tutor.... lol... i love this song!!! "Kiss This" by Aaron Tippin.... if you dont know it, go listen to it now or die!!! i love that song.... its the perfect song to play if you are mad at boys... hehehehehe.... im not mad at a boy right now, quite the opposite actually, but the song makes me laugh.... but i cant laugh too hard otherwise i start coughing.... and if i cough anymore tonight i think im gonna end up hacking up both lungs.... them where would i be? up a creek without a paddle.... i know... that would suck.... oh here is another song thats good "Blue Angel" by Aaron Tippin.... another must listen song from anne..... anyway.... i now have 14 minutes until my session and i have some things to get done before then so i will post again later.... more likely than not, another post tonight sometime, so check back later whores.... until then... have fun... do your homework... fall in love... dont get sick... tell someone how much they mean to you... think about past memories both good and bad... and just be thankful that you are still alive... dream as if you have forever, but live as if you only have today... you never know when its your time to go....